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Sacha had read a story somewhere
about some movement towards "Australian-style cafés"
in London. She'd probably read it in one of the newspapers or magazines
that lay around the common room in the hostel, with all their crosswords
and puzzles completed and their pages smudged with ink and food
stains. She didn't really know what an Australian-style café
was, but it was undeniable that there were an astonishing number
of Australians in London.
She heard them when she went out:
when she was on the tube, when she was in a pub, when she was just
walking down the street. She'd even heard one making the incomprehensible
announcements at a train station when she'd got out of the city
one time. For her first few weeks in London she'd fought the urge
to turn to every Australian voice she heard and declare her fellow
citizenship, her shared nationality: it'd been the homesickness,
she'd known, making her feel some misplaced sense of companionship
with every Antipodean in London.
And there were so many of them.
In which case, she couldn't understand why the English seemed to
so misunderstand them. Perhaps it was wilful, but whenever she heard
an English person mocking Australian culture, or speaking condescendingly
towards Australian attitudes, it completely baffled her. How could
they not know? How could they bump up against Australians every
day and not see how wrong they were, how outdated their assumptions
were?
She spent a lot of time just listening
to other people's conversations. She was surprised, somehow, to
find that people here were as frank in their public utterances as
people in Australia were. Perhaps it was the English accents that
had made her think at first that the people here would be any different.
She spent so much time listening
because in the hostel all anyone ever wanted to do was talk. Talk
to you, tell you about their lives, ask about your own life, ask
about your country and where you came from; it was exhausting. It
was also so thoroughly different from the outside world, from the
city outside the hostel: a city in which no-one seemed to care to
listen to anyone, in which everyone seemed content with their assumptions
and unwilling to allow any change to their opinions.
She knew there must be a happy medium
between always talking and always listening. Or at least a content
medium, a tolerable medium. Yes, tolerable would be fine: there
was no need to get greedy, first she could learn to tolerate being
here - far from home, in a strange country with all its quirks and
peculiarities - and then she could start to enjoy it. It was something
she greatly looked forward to.
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