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Sacha arrived at
the bar at the appointed hour in the full expectation that Hannah
would be late. Nonetheless, she couldn't bring herself to be anything
other than on time: call it pathological, but she just hated to
be late for anything. Even if it meant waiting.
Watching the Saturday
traffic slowly drag down Brunswick Street, she expected Hannah to
be very late indeed: only a few weeks ago Sacha had been watching
from a tram stop as a tram inched its way down the narrow, crowded
road: only a few hundred metres, and it took it several minutes
to make the distance. She watched a tram now do the same thing,
but at least the slow-moving traffic made it easy to cross the road.
On reflection she didn't know whether Hannah would be riding the
112 down Brunswick Street or the number 96 down Nicholson Street
- the latter would make more sense, coming from Brunswick where
Hannah lived (Sacha could not understand why Brunswick Street passed
through the heart of Fitzroy and never went anywhere near Brunswick
itself) - but it was Hannah, she could be coming from anywhere.
There were no outside
tables at the bar at which Hannah had insisted they meet: a concession
to the season, perhaps, but the day was warm and intermittently
sunny - as had been the three days before it - and Sacha would have
enjoyed sitting outside. Instead she was forced to push open the
stiff door of the bar and enter the gloom within.
It was a stylish
gloom, to be sure: dim red lights illuminated the corners and plush
chairs and sofas loomed from the dark floor like rocks from an ocean
- but it was gloom, all the same, and Sacha had enough gloom in
her flat without seeking it out. That was one of the reasons she
wanted to move out: the electricity bill for lighting alone was
putting sizeable dent in her bank balance.
She went to the
bar and ordered a glass of orange juice - she didn't like to drink
alcohol before dark except on special occasions - and sat down in
a chair which gave way and started to envelope her. She was reminded
briefly of an old episode of Dr. Who she'd watched in her
childhood, Kate cowering behind the sofa of their parents' house,
before the chair finally settled into shape and she began to relax
into it, because the chair offered so little support that any stiffness
in her was punished by quickly accumulating pain. The whole place
made her think of Hannah, for some reason - and not just because
it was she who had arranged the meeting: it just seemed so like
her. Her kind of place. Do I know her so well already? thought
Sacha incredulously.
She looked around,
watchful as ever of her surroundings: there were a few other people
in the bar, not quite a crowd, not quite a gathering. They were
all hunched in hushed and private conversation while music rustled
softly in the background. The barmaid - there only seemed to be
one - busied herself wiping down the bar, lifting bottles and other
containers up one-by-one to wipe a cloth underneath them. The place
was very quiet, almost strictly quiet: it was like a library, thought
Sacha - a library with alcohol.
She heard the strike
of a match, and turned her head: when she'd been a very little girl
her mother had told her not to stare, but nowadays she stared -
and glared - whenever she thought there was due cause. The
blue smoke of a hand-rolled cigarette seemed, to her, to be an invitation
for an angry glare - but the man who'd lit the thing didn't notice.
He was too busy talking, flirting, with a much younger woman who
was seated next to him. Sometimes Sacha liked the anonymity of being
one person in a city of millions; sometimes, she didn't.
She heard the door creak open, but lost in thought she barely paid
it any heed. But she was shaken out of her daydream when she heard
a low, soft voice say warmly: "Sacha!"
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