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What happened is this:
Rona had grabbed two C.D.s that
had come her way that week and shoved them violently into a bag,
and had then marched from her home to the tram stop. She wouldn't
normally have bothered going to the record store with only two C.D.s
to sell, but she'd felt that she needed some kind of pretence to
going there - other than tearing the record-store guy a new one.
She'd fidgeted angrily on the tram, which had soon got stuck behind
another tram that was stricken and awaiting repairs: the driver
of Rona's tram had curtly informed all the passengers that they
probably wouldn't be going anywhere for a while, and that the passengers
could sit and wait or get off and walk as they pleased. At that
stage Rona had still had quite a distance to go - so she'd decided
to wait; then after a while she'd changed her mind, and had almost
got up - but then thought that the time that had passed while she'd
been sitting and waiting probably meant that staying put was the
option likely to deliver her and her rage to the record store A.S.A.P.
In this manner, she'd vacillated between staying and going for about
twenty minutes, getting steadily angrier and fidgetier and more
put-upon -to the rising concern of the other passengers who had
stayed on the tram as well, and who threw her increasingly apprehensive
glances.
Eventually there was a gentle coo
of wonder and relief among the passengers - the broken-down tram
in front of them began to move again; and shortly their own tram
resumed its journey as well: dinged its bell cheerily and lurched
arthritically forward. (By the time this happened Rona probably
could have walked to the record store after all.)
When she eventually got off the
tram Rona was struck by a sudden thought that, in the muddling murk
of her anger, hadn't occurred to her before: what if the record-store
guy - her guy, as she sometimes caught herself thinking of
him - wasn't there? She was pretty sure that he'd be working today,
but what if he wasn't? Her anger at having been stood up had shaken
her self-confidence and she was filled with doubt about her own
memory and reasoning, upon which she'd relied to figure out when
she must go into the shop and confront him.
She needn't have worried: soon she
saw the shop's awning; soon she was just across the road from it;
soon she was pushing the door open, and there he was. She'd thought
carefully about what she was going to say: she had everything worked
out, hadn't rehearsed it other than in her head, but she had planned
out exactly how it would go: in her mind, she strode into the shop
in a righteous fury, perhaps with a venomously sarcastic "remember
me?" on her lips, and that would all be followed by a biting
dressing-down which would not allow him even a chance to defend
himself. It was a perfect plan.
It was a perfect plan, but it was
marred somewhat when he looked up as she entered and immediately
grinned and opened his eyes wide in relief, and said: "Oh thank
god! I've been going crazy here, you must think I'm
an arsehole for standing you up last week."
Rona hadn't been expecting this.
She'd been expecting contrition, perhaps a touch of grovelling,
but not this. All that she could manage in reply was a confused:
"Err . . ."
"God, I'm so sorry, I was really
looking forward to hanging out with you, but my sister had to suddenly
go into hospital. So it was a bit of a family crisis, you see. And
I didn't have your number! I couldn't call you!"
"Um . . ." said Rona,
trying to think of how to respond. "Is she okay?" she
eventually managed.
"Yeah, it was appendicitis.
The thing's out of her now." He leaned on the counter and looked
at Rona. "You're not too mad at me, are you?"
Rona frowned. She hated to waste
a good angry diatribe. But on the other hand, it was a good explanation
. . . "No" she said at last. "No, of course you had
to look after your sister instead of go to some silly gig. Next
time, eh!"
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