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Unnoticed by either Rona or Si,
they were no longer alone in the office of the Word on the Street:
a young sandy-haired man had crept quietly up the dark stairs, hoping
not to be noticed by Si, and especially not by Rona, because he
was a long way behind on an article he should have been a long way
ahead of by now.
He was Phillip, the writer whose
editorial credentials had been so thoroughly shot down by Rona in
her argument with Si. He heard the entire argument: the desk he
chose to sit at was behind a partition, some kind of idea of Si's
to shelter people who were finding their work a little overwhelming,
to place them in isolation from the rest of the office so that -
theoretically - they could concentrate more fully. The staff called
it "Quarantine."
Phillip was angry at Rona's criticism
of him, and especially of his writing - but it was anger derived
mainly from the fact that he knew she was right. His writing was
atrocious - but he just couldn't do anything about it. He'd tried.
All he knew was that he enjoyed doing it anyway, so he kept persevering
with it.
Nonetheless, it hurt him to hear
his weaknesses pointed out by another person - even if she didn't
know he was there. Perhaps that hurt more. Mind you, Rona had never
failed to point out the errors in his work in the past, right to
his face; and not always with tact.
But even though he knew first-hand
what a straight-talker she was, Phillip was enormously surprised
when Rona let forth with her outburst against Si. He knew everything
she said was right: it had been the elephant in the room. Phillip
didn't much like Rona, it was true - but he recognised that for
all her faults she at least sheltered him and the other writers
from Si.
It suddenly terrified him to think
that she might not be around to do that for much longer: what else
could Si do but get rid of her? Phillip listened
hard, leaning right against the partition, not moving in case he
should miss a single nuance of Si's response.
"There's no need to raise your
voice, Rona" Si said, drawing each word out of his mouth slowly
and carefully like a child pulling a toy on a string. "We're
both adults, and I don't appreciate you speaking so rudely to me.
I am your superior here, let's not forget."
"'Superior'!" Rona laughed,
"Christ, Si, it's not the army."
"Perhaps not literally, no
- but all the same, we are a team, and it's up to you and
me both to act like commanding officer for our 'troops'. It's just
fortunate that nobody was here to witness your little display of
temper just now -"
"I don't need witnesses,
Si. I just need you to get the message."
"Rona, please don't interrupt
me when I'm speaking! Now, because nobody was here to see this,
I'm willing to forget about it. But I need you to promise you can
work under me."
"'Promise'?" Rona exclaimed,
echoing Si again. "Fucking hell, Si, I've been working under
you since the day I got here, and I just can't fucking take
it any more! Didn't you listen to a word I said? It's not just my
problem! It's you! I just . . ." Rona suddenly stopped
speaking. Phillip was tempted to peer around the corner of the partition,
but he held back. When Rona started speaking again he could have
sworn, if he didn't know Rona better, that there was a quiver in
her voice, that it was all she could do to speak a few short words
without losing composure altogether. "I just can't work in
these conditions any more" she said.
"Okay" said Si, sounding
stern but concerned. "Are you sure? Is that your final decision?"
When Rona left the office, she was surprised to find Phillip sitting
there, apparently working on his article. He glanced up at her and
smiled half-heartedly: he didn't even know what message he wanted
the smile to convey. She didn't express any emotion: she just broke
step for the briefest of moments and then continued her way down
the stairs and out, out onto the street below.
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