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Half way through
the second pizza Sacha went into the kitchen to get herself a glass
of water. When she turned around from the sink Hannah was leaning
in the doorway.
"Oh, hi."
"Hi" said
Hannah. She walked across the kitchen to the fridge. "Just
here to get another beer. Hey -" she looked at the glass of
water in Sacha's hand - "do you mind?" She reached out
her hand towards the glass and raised her eyebrows in friendly inquiry.
"No, sure,
go ahead." Sacha gave her the glass; Hannah took a sip and
gave it back.
"Thanks."
"No worries."
Sacha looked towards the doorway.
"Hey, Sacha
. . ."
"Yeah?"
Hannah shut the
door of the fridge, beer in hand, and leant against the kitchen
bench. "I meant to say, about the other night -" She looked
away, as if embarassed, then turned her eyes back to Sacha. "Thanks
for not asking the 3rd Obvious Question."
"Which is what?"
Sacha asked, a slightly puzzled expression on her face.
Hannah cleared her
throat, and quoted: "'Do you think that you being a lesbian
has anything to do with your father dying when you were so young?'"
"Well"
said Sacha, slightly embarassed, "firstly I believe in biology.
I don't believe sexuality is a matter of choice, or of upbringing.
Secondly, I don't really follow the logic of the question - seems
to me that your father dying would, I dunno, push you towards older
men if anything. Thirdly -" she looked away from Hannah, uncharacteristically
shy. "Just because I didn't say anything, doesn't mean I wasn't
thinking it."
Hannah nodded. "I
know. But a thought's there and gone before you can do anything
about it. The value of a person's in what they do or say about it.
If you ask me."
Sacha shrugged in
acceptance. "Okay." She looked back at Hannah; Hannah
was looking back at her. They both could have said more, but neither
of them did. Eventually Sacha jerked her head towards the sitting
room. "Well I'm gonna get more pizza before it's all gone."
"Yeah, me too" agreed Hannah.
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