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After about twenty minutes a tram
came, and Matt and Rona eventually got back to Matt's house. The
bulb for the outside light had blown; in the dark Matt fumbled around
first for his key-ring, and then once he'd found it for the front-door
key. While Rona shivered he tried and failed several times to fit
the key into the lock. "I haven't had that much to drink, honest"
he laughed.
"Is the central heating on
inside?" asked Rona.
"Should be."
Rona consoled herself with that
thought while she tried to hug herself warm; finally she heard the
rasp and click of the key sliding into the lock and coaxing the
door open; Matt turned and grinned triumphantly, barely visible
in the darkness, and he pushed the door open.
It was warm inside; stuffy too, but Rona didn't mind that. While
Matt switched on the hallway light Rona made a bee-line for the
nearest heating-vent, the position of which she'd memorised over
the last few cold months of their relationship, and stood above
it, her hands splayed, her shoulders hunched.
Matt came up behind her, and hugged
her, and kissed her on the side of her neck, and rested his chin
lightly on the top of her head. The stubble on his face rubbed roughly
against the suede-like texture of Rona's short hair.
"You know, Hannah thought we'd
broken up" Rona said.
"What?"
"When I said I hadn't seen
you in a while."
"Oh, right. Well I can see
how that'd make sense."
"What?" Rona wrenched
away from his embrace and turned to face him, horror-struck.
Matt shut his eyes and shook his
head, and tried to hug her to him again. "To her, I
mean. I mean I can see how it might seem to her like we would be
broken up."
"Oh." Rona stood a little
stiffly in his hug. "But we're not going to, are we?"
she asked suddenly, fearfully.
"Honey, what are you talking
about? No. Of course not! I mean - I don't want to break up with
you." He stopped hugging her, and turned her around to face
him once again. "Are you seriously worried about that?"
"Well - we haven't seen each
other in a while . . ."
"But neither of us wants
to be one of those couples, do we? The kind that spends all their
time together?"
"I guess not . . ."
"Anyway, I didn't want to be
pestering you all the time." And after she'd quit the Word
on the Street, he hadn't wanted to become her main way of spending
time, and thus provide her with an excuse not to look for a job.
It didn't seem to have worked.
"Okay" said Rona, speaking
more softly than he'd ever heard her speak before.
He sighed, and pressed his forehead
against her. "Listen, Rona, I'm not going to break up with
you, okay?" And then he kissed her, gently, on the lips,
before she could answer.
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