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For one of the very
few times in her life, Sacha went out with the deliberate intention
of getting drunk. In the best tradition of drunken escapades, she
wasn't quite sure what the reasoning behind this decision was -
she just knew that her choices were going to sleep, continuing to
worry, or drinking to forget. She wasn't tired, she didn't want
to worry any more; drinking to forget sounded like a good option.
She dolled herself
up - by her own low standards, anyway: a touch of lipstick, a shirt
which had at least been struck a glancing blow with a warm iron
- and stepped out of her flat, ready to "hit the town."
She'd never before
considered her flat's proximity to Brunswick Street to be a particular
advantage - the small-hours drunks careening down the footpath below
her bedroom window on their way home made sure of that - but now
she began to appreciate it just a little. However, she'd been living
here for four months and she still had barely any idea of the various
different bars to be found on Brunswick Street. Instead Sacha had
left it to Rona to suggest a venue - which, being Rona, she did
gladly.
Also true to her
nature, Rona turned up twenty minutes late and gushing apologies.
Sacha, uncharacteristically, waved her apologies away (she had made
an early start on the drinking and was attempting to convince herself
that it was loosening her up). Nonetheless, Rona's ignoring of her
the day before still hurt.
"Did you and
Phuong have a good time after I left?" Sacha asked pointedly.
Rona didn't get
the point. "Yeah. You should have stayed instead of skulking
away like that" she said.
"Well . . ."
Sacha stopped. She suddenly couldn't tell Rona what was on her mind.
Rona, abhorring a vacuum in the conversation as always, filled up
the dead air with the happy sound of her own voice:
"Phuong says
you're welcome to stop by any time you're on Victoria Street. She'll
give you mate's rates on anything you buy in the shop. I mean, she
didn't say so but I know her. She really liked you, you know. I
mean not the way Hannah likes you. I mean that's another
story altogether, but -" Rona started to giggle, then stopped
just as suddenly and said earnestly: "You should have stayed.
Why didn't you?"
Sacha gritted her
teeth. "I had to go and look for a job" she said.
Rona scoffed. "Is
that all? Jesus, leave it until the next day. I mean, I haven't
had a paying job in yonks and you don't see me running off at the
drop of a hat -"
"I need
a job!" Sacha suddenly burst out. It sounded to her
like she'd shouted it at the top of her voice; and though nobody
else besides Rona seemed to have noticed she shut her eyes in embarrassment.
She opened them again a moment later and nervously fingered her
beer-glass. "Fuck," she said, "and I need another
drink, too."
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