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Early on Monday
evening, in the chill July dark, Sacha was on the 'phone to her
sister Kate. It had become an almost weekly appointment: Sacha would
call her after six when she could be sure Kate was back from work
- or, more often, Kate would call Sacha. Either way, Kate insisted
with the acquired protectiveness of a younger sibling that she and
not Sacha should bear the cost of the call: "After all"
she explained, "They overpay you in the public service. I've
got to do something with the money." Sacha accepted
this argument, telling herself not to be so proud about it, and
so on those occasions when she called Kate, Kate made her hang up
and promptly called her back.
On this particular
occasion, Sacha was relaying to Kate the details of the protest
she'd attended the previous week. Although Kate wasn't nearly as
political as Sacha - at least, she hadn't always been - they had
both been raised in Canberra, so a certain level of political awareness
was inevitable.
"So you just
walked off?" asked Kate. "Just like that?"
Sacha could picture
the grin on her sister's face at the other end of the line: Kate
had long since become accustomed to the ways in which Sacha's sometimes
quick temper manifested itself.
"Ugh"
said Sacha, disgusted afresh at the memory of the speaker whose
words had made her turn her back on the protest. "I just can't
stand that kind of bullshit. I mean, how the hell is anything ever
going to change if we don't accept help when it comes along? It's
not like we're in a position to pick and choose here. I mean, a
guy like Georgiou sticks his head up, and all these arseholes who
parade themselves as the champions of the refugees tell him: 'It's
the wrong kind of help, we don't want you.' It drives me mad!"
"Well . . ."
Kate tried to organise her thoughts. "These people, they're
idealists. I mean, is that such a terrible thing?"
"Idealists?"
spat Sacha with contempt. "They're zealots! If you're
not in their little club they won't talk to you. And them and the
Labor Party, that's the fucking voice of the Left these days. No
wonder this country's so fucked up."
"Jesus, mate,
easy!" Kate laughed nervously.
"Oh, come on.
It's not like you've never seen me worked up before."
"Like this?
Not often."
"Bullshit!"
Sacha laughed this word out, aware that her sister of all people
wouldn't take oddence. "Anyway" she reasoned. "Someone's
got to get worked up about these things."
"Well"
said Kate, "at least you're making friends down there. That's
a good thing."
"Jesus, you
sound like Mum!"
"Hmm . . ."
replied Kate. In fact, she'd always taken after their mother. "Mum
and Dad said to send you their love, by the way. You should call
them some time."
"I guess I
should" said Sacha flatly. A pang of guilt rushed over her:
she knew she should. "I will, soon" she promised,
"But you know how bad I am at staying in calling anyone."
It was true, but she couldn't help thinking how unconvincing it
sounded.
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