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I guess that's unfortunate for her"
Miranda said, when Rona had finished telling her about what had
happened to Sacha. "I mean it sucks."
"You don't sound convinced"
Rona observed.
"Well I mean it's not exactly
the end of the world, is it? I mean she can just move on like the
rest of us do." Miranda frowned. "Sorry, am I sounding
like a bitch?"
"No, no" Rona assured
her, ever-aware of trying keep the peace when at home. "Well
maybe, a little bit. But it's understandable."
"Because of what I've been
through?" Miranda asked wryly.
Rona didn't say anything. She was
too worried about what she might say.
"Well you're right" Miranda
continued. "I guess I'm less empathetic since Will."
"I can understand that"
Rona told her. She'd been working so hard at regaining her own empathy,
she knew how easy it was to let it slip.
"I'm just finding it a bit
hard not at the moment to feel too cut up about other people's relationship
dramas" Miranda explained. "Or lack-of-relationship dramas."
"You're still missing him."
"Fuck, every day!"
Miranda slumped her head dramatically into her folded arms. She
straightened up again like a giant rising from the earth.
"But it's my own fault"
she said. "I never should've fallen so hard for him. I knew
what would happen. It's not like he ever lied about what his plans
were, or about who he was."
"If he had you wouldn't have
fallen for him" Rona suggested. "He was rakish" she
added, not knowing where she'd drawn the word from but pleased at
her vocabulary.
"I guess so. He paid attention
to me, too. Not all the time, but he's one of those guys who . .
. When he's talking to you, it's the only thing. The only
thing."
"He never did that to me"
Rona said, not disappointed but puzzled.
"No, well, I guess he could
turn it on and off whenever he wanted."
"That's kind of a bit of an
arsehole move" Rona said.
"Yeah, well, he's kind of a
bit of an arsehole, isn't he?"
"Doesn't stop us though, does
it" Rona observed ruefully.
"Only eggs us on" Miranda
agreed. She perked up. "Hey," she joked, "this Phillip
guy - you reckon he needs a place to live? Or knows anyone who does?"
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