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At the café, Rona and Phuong
were still smilingly avoiding each other's questions. By this conversational
technique they'd managed to cover all manner of topics: money (not
enough, of course); films (Rona bemoaned the fact that she couldn't
afford to see anything at the Film Festival; Phuong had looked extensively
through the programme but wasn't really taken by anything in it);
music (Phuong was not the sort of person who pretended to know what
Rona was talking about when she didn't recognise the name of some
band - which after the magazine and its interminable one-upmanship,
Rona found enormously refreshing). In fact they'd talked about just
about everything except the one thing Phuong wanted to talk about,
and Rona didn't.
It all became too much for Phuong
eventually, and she grabbed Rona's hands, looked her square in the
eyes, and laughed: "All right! Please, just tell me
who this boy is already. I'm dying of curiosity here!"
"Pfft." Rona curled her
lip and looked away. "He's nobody. Some loser, obviously."
"Come on!" Phuong
shook Rona's hands in frustration.
"Oh, all right." Rona
commenced to tell Phuong all about the young man from the record
store: about how she went in every couple of weeks to sell off the
review copies of the C.D.s she received via the magazine. Despite
her anger at him for not showing up at the gig the previous week,
and much to her frustration, she felt a warmth rising inside her
with each word she spoke, and her heart starting to quiver. Phuong
noticed the corners of Rona's mouth turning up absent-mindedly.
She couldn't help but giggle.
"What is it?" demanded
Rona, remembering suddenly that she was meant to be in a bad mood.
Phuong placed one hand carefully
over her mouth, fingers splayed. "You really like this boy!"
she said quietly, amazed. Her eyes gleamed.
"Shut up, I do not."
"But you do! Look at
yourself! See! And now you're blushing!"
"I am not!" Rona exclaimed,
but she could feel it was true. She buried her face in her hands
to stifle a laugh. "Oh, for fuck's sake!" she growled.
"You're smitten!" said
Phuong, pointing a finger as if in accusation. "You're so
smitten!"
"It's so stupid!"
squealed Rona, shaking her head in disbelief. "I don't even
know the guy, I talk to him for two minutes every couple
of weeks, it's fucking stupid."
"Well he must like you as well"
said Phuong, "otherwise why would he say 'yes' when you asked
him out?" Rona just looked at her. "Oh shoosh" said
Phuong, even though Rona hadn't said anything. "You don't even
know why he didn't make it to the gig. Have you been to the
shop to find out?"
Rona looked away sheepishly. "No"
she said, very quietly so that Phuong could barely hear. "I've
been too busy being angry." Phuong smiled, and Rona shut her
eyes and muttered to herself: "Dammit!"
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