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Eric wasn't used to being asked
about his interests - none of his old housemates had ever done so
- and he quickly became exhausted by it. That, and the fact that
he'd spent all weekend moving into Rona and Miranda's house, he
supposed. He corrected himself: My house. Our house.
Then he got the Madness song stuck in his head and got annoyed at
himself.
He'd reassured Rona and Miranda
that his drums would stay at his parents' house, at least for the
time being: it was only a fifteen minute drive away, twenty tops,
so it seemed like the best solution for everyone. He knew his parents
liked to see him, too.
The room was slightly smaller than
his old room - that was the cost of being last to move into a house,
he realised - and he'd had to do some careful balancing, placing
one bookshelf atop another and stacking his books two-deep in some
places. But he was happy: Rona and Miranda seemed like nice people,
which told him something because to be honest he didn't really get
on with most people. The fact that Rona knew Mal so well had given
him pause at first, but now he found - to his surprise - that he
enjoyed feeling like he was in a sort of family. The truth was that
he'd always felt isolated from most people, except his parents.
Even Mal and Steve he didn't particularly enjoy spending time with,
even though he loved playing music with them. But lately he'd been
given reason to think that maybe he was missing out on something:
every time he went up to Queensland he came back glowing and felt
sad to be back in Melbourne, and he knew it was because of the friends
he'd made up there. He'd made friends up there so much more readily
than he had down here. The distance allowed him to be more himself,
that much he knew.
So perhaps this was a fresh start
in more ways than one. He embarrassed himself thinking like that,
he thought it was the most corny thought he'd ever had, but he was
clear-eyed enough to recognise that there was, nonetheless, some
merit in it.
In many ways he'd blamed his previous
housemates for anything that had been making him unhappy so far:
he'd never been much good at accepting responsibility for such things,
and it was so easy to blame them. That house was poisonous, he declared
to himself. He'd declared it many times in the past, too. But this
house wasn't: he could feel it. Sure, maybe it was just the after-effect
of being out of his old house - but he could feel it. He liked it,
and there wasn't a whole lot in the world that he did like so immediately.
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