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In a tired moment, towards the end
of the working day, Sacha wondered if her sudden illness could be
a manifestation of some kind of worry about the election, which
after all was now only days away; but then she remembered that the
whole campaign had passed without her ever really having engaged
with it. The campaign never seemed to have got started: usually
she'd live every minute of it, she could still remember vividly
the previous election in 2007, and all the disappointment and excitement
and eventual elation of a result which had seemed almost too
easy, and which she couldn't have been happier about if she'd actually
worked to achieve it herself instead of just casting her vote like
everyone else - but this time around there seemed to almost be an
anti-campaign, as if both major parties were scared of doing anything
that might make them too prominent against the skyline.
She was looking forward to voting.
She revelled in the democratic process, futile as it might seem
most of the time: she relished the sense of community that came
with it, even as she realised that that community was, in the main,
not one that she really wanted to be a part of. It was a paradox,
she supposed: a happy one.
But if she was going to be sick
the election day wouldn't be nearly as enjoyable. She'd be coughing
all the way to the polling booth, there'd be some poor vote counter
who'd probably catch her germs off the ballot paper. And voting
in Melbourne wasn't the same as voting back in Canberra: it'd be
the same atmosphere, the same queues outside a school hall, but
it wouldn't be the school she'd gone to as a child, it wouldn't
be her life-long home come to new life; and besides, it'd be grey,
and windy and cold - no wonder there were so few winter elections
in Australia. Everyone would have the sniffles.
But she knew that when she woke
up she'd revel in it. It was inevitable and unavoidable: she was
who she was, and she loved election day. She loved knowing that
everyone else in the country was doing the same thing, on the same
day - how many other things could that be said about? Not even the
Grand Final; just the Melbourne Cup, maybe. But she'd never taken
much of an interest in the Melbourne Cup. She'd been raised in the
wrong community.
She'd been raised on elections instead.
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