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"Rona's kind of odd"
said Sacha, quite unexpectedly. "It seems to me."
Hannah stroked the bowl
of her wineglass. "How d'you mean?"
"Just - she's so .
. . obvious. Wait, no, I don't mean that how it sounded -"
The wine had started to get to Sacha, and she could feel her face
flushing. "What I mean is . . . You always know she's there.
You can't deny it, she's got a . . ."
"A presence."
"Yeah. A presence.
But then she's hiding all this stuff. Well not hiding. Well, fuck
you know what I mean."
Hannah smiled. "Yeah,
I can see what you're getting at." She finally gripped her
glass firmly and knocked back a mouthful of wine. She was starting
to think about getting a second glass - it was dark inside the bar
so it may as well be night-time, and night-time was time for drinking.
"The thing about Rona"she said, "- 'Cause I've known
her longer than you, so I know a thing or two. Thing about her is,
she lives for her friends. Just lives for them. So all that
talking and badgering and organising and fucking everything
she does, it's not about her. It's about everyone else. But
when it comes to herself . . . Well she keeps it close to her chest."
Sacha thought about this.
Her brain wasn't feeling quite up to the task of moving smoothly
from one thought to the next, so she said abruptly: "When you
first met her, is it true you were hitting on her?"
"Fuck yeah!"
Hannah reclined back in her chair, her eyes wide with cheeky enthusiasm.
"Little goer like that? How could I resist!"
"Too bad she's straight,
huh?"
Hannah paused for thought.
"You know what? I don't think so. That night, I wasn't out
for anything more than a bit of fun. I probably would have got bored
of her in a couple of days, if anything had happened. But now she's
pretty much my best friend instead. So I'm kinda glad she's straight.
If that's what you want to call it" she added as an afterthought.
"Is that all you do,
then?" asked Sacha. "Get bored of people?"
Hannah sighed, and looked
at Sacha carefully. "Some people" she said slowly.
"But not everybody." She winked, and it made Sacha smile.
After a moment Hannah continued: "So tell me about your
relationships, then. What's your history? Tell me all about your
boyfriends."
Sacha pushed her glasses
up her nose and glanced quickly, wonderingly, at her wine. She was
too tipsy by now to deny Hannah's request. "There's really
not much to tell" she said, truthfully. "I went out with
a guy for a while at uni. He was kind of nice, a bit dull but kind
of nice. I had a date for my formal, I think."
"You think?"
"Pfft, high-school
stuff. Who can tell what the hell's going on." Sacha
took another sip of her wine. "Hey!" she said suddenly.
"What do you know about this bloke of Rona's?"
"'Bloke'?" Hannah
giggled. "I dunno, he's just some loser who works at the video
store or the record store or something. Why?"
"Just curious."
"Well you could ask
her next week, word is she's going in there to sort him out."
"Really?"
"Uh-huh."
"Huh."
They both settled into
a comfortable silence, their focus thrown off by the wine in their
blood. Outside the afternoon slipped quietly by, and Hannah got
her modest wish: she forgot, for the moment, all about Janine.
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