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"Who's the other ticket
for?" Kate asked Rona as soon as they were all inside. Despite
Kate's wishes, they'd missed the first support act and the crowd
was milling and building within the venue, growing in excited anticipation
of the night ahead while the second support set up on stage.
"My boyfriend, Matt"
Rona answered, raising her voice to be heard above the dozens of
other conversations going on around them, but not quite having to
shout just yet. "If he ever shows up."
Sacha threw Rona a look,
and Kate noticed and wondered if Sacha really wasn't going to talk
all night. Rona seemed to know what the look meant more than Kate
did, and explained her previous comment:
"I haven't seen him
all that much lately. I've been so busy working, it's been crazy.
Si came down with a cold or something a few days ago and reckons
he's not going to be able to make it in at all next week,
but he's still trying to control the magazine from his sickbed,
and I've been running around like a headless chook tidying up after
him. It drives me mad. Still -" Kate sensed that Rona
was not so much conversing as venting, and it was best to let her
just go at it - "at least I managed to change his mind a bit
about the whole 'change of direction' thing. That's how I managed
to get the tickets for tonight" she said solemnly to Kate,
who had no idea what she was talking about.
"Uh-huh" said
Kate, nodding in reply.
"Either of you want
a drink?" asked Sacha unexpectedly.
"Sure, thanks mate"
smiled Rona. "I'll have a beer. Whatever you're having."
"Get me a cocktail
of some kind" said Kate. "Here, you want some money for
that?"
"No, I'm good. You
can buy the next round if you want."
When Sacha was gone, Rona
turned to Kate. "So you're her - younger sister, is
that right?"
"Yeah, a few years
younger."
"Right." Rona
paused for a while, trying to tactfully compose her next question.
"So . . . has Sacha always been so . . ."
"So grumpy?"
"Yeah!"
Kate giggled. "Yeah,
pretty much. I think -" she turned around to watch her sister
standing impatiently at the back of the throng gathered around the
bar, and she smiled. "I think she just has very high expectations
for the world. Well, not expectations, but ideals.
She just can't help but be disappointed with most of the people
she meets."
"I can appreciate
that" Rona commented.
"Yeah. But with Sacha,
it's kind of reached that point where there's - that word again,
'expectation' - there's expectation that people just are going to
disappoint her, somehow. So she doesn't let many people get close."
"I noticed that"
said Rona. "It was tricky to get her to open up."
"Actually" said
Kate, turning back to Rona and looking at her unflinchingly, "it's
not really a matter of her letting people in. Sacha chooses you,
simple as that. If she likes you, if she decides you're worthwhile,
she chooses to associate with you."
Rona just nodded, quietly,
and then looked to the bar but couldn't see Sacha any longer: she'd
been absorbed into the mass of people and was making her way forwards.
"It was a big thing
for her, moving down here away from Canberra" continued Kate.
"I'm really glad she has a friend like you down here."
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