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"Where did you sleep?"
Sacha asked. She yawned: the wine was making her drowsy, and the
hot weather wasn't helping.
"Here, I think"
Hannah answered. "Here, do you want to finish off the bottle?"
"No, you have it."
"Let's both have it."
"Okay." Sacha
held her wine-glass forward, and Hannah poured most of what was
left of the wine into it.
"I didn't notice you
come in" Sacha said. "When you got home."
"I was quiet, I think.
I think I didn't want to wake you. I think I remember thinking that."
"Oh." Sacha nodded
and smiled. "That's nice of you."
"Yeah."
Then Sacha frowned. "Don't
you ever get sick of it?"
"What?"
"Going out?"
"Nooo!" Hannah
shook her head, and it made her dizzy.
"And trying to pick
up girls, and kissing strangers, and getting involved with people
you shouldn't be."
"Who're you talking
about?" Hannah frowned.
Sacha furrowed her brow.
"Janine, I guess."
"That was one time."
"Only one time?"
"It was the worst
time."
"So you're sick of
it now?"
Hannah thought about this.
It suddenly seemed like something she should think about. "Sometimes"
she said, but Sacha couldn't tell if it was an answer or just the
start of one. "Sometimes you just need someone" Hannah
said. "And you don't care who they are. Sometimes love's just
fucking someone for a night. You can convince yourself that's all
it is. Sometimes that's all you need."
"Doesn't sound like
much of a solution" Sacha remarked.
"Solution to what?"
Sacha paused to try and
find words to express it. She shrugged, and moved her arms in a
broad gesture towards the street in front of them both. "Whatever.
Everything. Stuff" she said. Then: "But maybe there's
not a problem. Is there?"
"Are you asking me?"
"I'm just asking."
"I don't have a problem"
Hannah said. "Do I?"
"No" Sacha said
warmly. "Anyway, I'm going inside." She stood up. "You
don't have a problem, Hannah" she said, swaying slightly. "You
don't. You're lovely. There's no problem."
Hannah looked up and smiled
at her. Just momentarily she allowed her eyes to rest on Sacha's
thighs, her hips, her stomach, all buried under layers of dark clothing.
She lifted her eyes to Sacha's, and found that Sacha had caught
her gaze. Sacha didn't say anything, letting her last comment stand
unamended. "Okay" Hannah said. "Thanks, mate."
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