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It seemed strange
to Sacha to be spending all day in an office and yet not get paid
for it - but nonetheless she diligently stayed at the magazine for
an extended period, her head bowed over the computer or - when Rona
came up to her and quietly, politely explained that there were many
more writers than computers in the magazine's office - bent over
a notebook (provided by Si), sitting at the large table that stretched
across the centre of the room.
When she finally
walked back down the staircase from the office to the building's
front door and out onto the street, the sky above was darkening
blue-grey, mottled with clouds, and a cold wind was blowing the
fallen leaves of plane trees down the pavement. It almost reminded
her of Canberra, except for the tram-lines and traffic noise and
narrow rooftops pressing crowded against the sky.
She was really pleased
with her day's work. Si had granted her (after, Sacha surmised,
some robust arguing from Rona) an extra week before her column made
its illustrious debut, so she didn't feel too pressed for time,
and it allowed her the luxury to get her head around exactly what
she was doing. Now, on her way back to her flat, she felt on top
of things. It was surprisingly easy to find blogs to review - which
was the whole reason for the column existing, she supposed - and
she decided that she'd divide the column into sections: news blogs,
personal blogs, whatever other blogs took her fancy (of which very
few so far had - after this first day of work she was enjoying the
strangely satisfying sensation of having had all her prejudices
confirmed). She was feeling quite good about it all: Rona had been
right, it wasn't so much a job as an occupation that she needed.
Which was not to say, after four months of getting grudgingly used
to idleness, that she wasn't now looking forward immensely to getting
back to the flat and soaking in the bath for a good long while.
But with this, she
couldn't help but think of the gas bill and the water bill. An occupation
was fine, but it still didn't pay. Si had made one or two
suggestions that the funding for the magazine might be increased
some time in the near future - which would mean he (or rather "we"
- it was always "we" with Si, never "me") might
be able to actually pay contributors a nominal sum - but already,
Sacha had learned not to take anything Si said at face-value.
So in a way, she
thought with a little confusion, she'd allowed herself to be talked
into spending her time - time which could have been spent looking
for a real job - writing a column on a subject that didn't
particularly appeal to her, for a magazine that couldn't pay her
anything. And she was happy about this?
Well yes, in a way
she was. After all, she was meeting new people (new, slightly harried
people, admittedly) and, most interestingly, she was seeing Rona
in a whole new light. Because after all, and as she readily admitted
to herself, Rona was her best friend in this city. And it was nice
to have the opportunity to find out what made her tick.
Okay then, she told
herself, maybe it's not so bad after all.
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