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Catherine's workmate Cassie overheard
her talking to Brent, but she didn't say anything to her about the
conversation straight way - even though she had a lot to say - because
the shop was having a start-of-spring sale and was busier than it'd
been in weeks; but when the shop was shut and Cassie and Catherine
were both on their way to the bar for after-work drinks Cassie said:
"Didn't your boyfriend want
to come out with us?"
"No" Catherine said. "I
think maybe he thought this was something else. And he didn't want
to intrude, or something." She was tyring to make the excuse
sound convincing, just as Brent had done.
"He was welcome to come."
"I know" Catherine said.
"Oh, but it's all my fault. I didn't make it clear enough.
And then he got the wrong idea and it was too late to do anything
about it. And I really wanted to see him tonight!"
"Me and Daniel haven't spent
a night apart since we got together" Cassie said. "Six
months, now."
"That long, really?" Catherine
said.
"I can't imagine not seeing
him for a whole twenty-four hours."
"It gets easier to imagine."
Catherine exhaled, like a small whimper. "I just wish it didn't
have to always be a big melodrama with Brent. He's so concerned
about doing the right thing all the time. He doesn't want to come
out with us because he thinks he should give me time alone with
my friends or something. I mean where does that idea come from?
He should want to be with me all the time, shouldn't he? I mean
I don't like hanging out with his friends, but that's 'cause
they all hate me. And that's fucked up, isn't it! I mean
does any of it even make sense?"
"No, it doesn't" Cassie
said. "But of course it doesn't. He's a boy! That's why we
like being with boys, because they're different. Like, take Daniel
for instance. He's crazy about Essendon. And it's not like
he's ever lived there. But he goes to all their games, at least
the ones that aren't interstate, and he always goes on about the
Grand Finals they won, and I'm like, 'What the hell?' Doesn't make
any sense. But I love him anyway."
"Well where does that leave
Axel, then?" Catherine asked, thinking about Cassie's 'differences
attract' theory and how it might apply to their gay workmate.
"I don't know," Cassie
said, still thinking about football, "I don't have any idea
what team he barracks for. Hey, here's the bar!"
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